Safe?

Actually, I am really glad today, even though I didn´t sleep as much. But I am glad that I am here, I reached thirty years. It may not sound very fantastic, but looking at the world and all the danger we have here, it is actually pretty amazing. Have never been hit by a car, not suffering from any disease, not been to any war. I haven´t lost any bodyparts, not broken anything, got all my teeth.
Not got addicted to any drugs, never been to a fight. I dont know what it is like to be poor or not to have food on the table. I haven´t lost anyone in a tragic accident. Never been unemployed for a long time.

But still I dont feel safe because life isn´t safe. I know all of those things are out there, and it can happen to me any time. But today, I am glad, that those things havent happened to me yet, and I hope they never will.

Today I will start to build my project, going to my parents because they have all the stuff that I need. I dont want to, because it is almost storming outside.